I thought writing fiction was narcissistic, but it has nothing on vidding!
You know that old adage about writing the stories you want to read? I do that, a lot of the time (although not always). And once enough time has gone by, I have been known to go back and read those stories as though they were written by someone else, and they are
so satisfying, because they hit all of my buttons and none of my squicks.
Vidding is like that, but taken to eleven, and without needing the cool-down period.
I honestly had no idea how much I was yearning for a certain kind of vid about Jack Harkness. Until I made it. Well, more than one vid, actually. Now I can't stop watching the bloody things. It doesn't even matter that I'm still a beginner, and I can see all the rough places in the vids. It's like... it's like having new episodes of my favourite show to watch!
I've been thinking about the timing of my foray into vidding, and how much it was driven by this want for a particular type of vid. Honestly, I was so spoiled by SGA, which gave me every type of vid I could ever want. There was just no need for me to try and make those kinds of stories myself. And now, I'm not only vidding, I'm creating soundtracks to vid to, because the music I want doesn't exist either. Necessity really is the mother of invention! Hahaha.
I wonder if it's like this for other vidders? <-- See what I did there? I said before that I don't think of myself as a vidder, but I'm starting to. I just love this thing: remixing so many different elements at once.
Love it. I've yearned to make a multimedia story for a long time, and finally, I feel like I have the tools within my grasp to do so. It's so exciting!
Anyway, I wonder if other vidders got started because they wanted certain stories; so they made them, and then rewatched them over and over (the way I used to watch my favourite SGA vids, now that I think about it).
I'm not sure I even
need to post the vids I make. There isn't the same kind of response to vids as there is to fic, in any case, so it doesn't feel like anyone is particularly waiting for the next thing I do. And that means that affirmation really isn't the driving force (not that it's the only driver for fiction either, but it's certainly a factor). I'm starting to understand why
kiki_miserychic says she mostly makes vids for herself and doesn't post them.
It really is a strange new world!
*goes to rewatch my latest Jack vid*
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